I Today I woke up super sad. Still disappointed in Kenzie for smoking. She did say it was just one, but just the fact that she even tried it when she knows how hard it was for me to quit makes me so sad. I've had a knot in my stomach all day. I packed all my stuff to go camping, and then went to pick up Matthew to take him to get a tattoo. We got there and so many people just stopped what they were doing to help Rody lift Matthews amigo up the step. They were so sweet!
While Matthew was getting his 3 hr tattoo me and Kenzie took a walk to get Jimmy Johns. My caseworker called and said she didn't get the right information from me for our Medicaid (which I know I sent) and she was very rude to me. I was eating my Jimmy Johns and I just started bawling! I felt like that was the last string. I couldn't handle anything else going bad! I couldn't handle any more bad news. I couldn't handle anything else. We went back and Kenzie and Matthew talked me into letting her get her belly button pierced. She was talking to the lady about it and then she was telling her that she wrestles at Heritage. She said she was going to get her belly button pierced when she turns 18. Then the lady said that it would be better to do it now, so it has time to heal before wrestling. So I decided to let her do it.
Kenzie getting the door for us in the rain!
We went in and I washed Matthews tattoo for him and put lotion on it. He had me take a pic of it. I like it!
Aunt Debbie's pool cover roller blew in the pool. Hoping it's ok!
The rain slowed down so we headed home. Sure was a pretty ride home!
I got home and packed the car. Then we left for Standish. My mom and dad got there yesterday. We will be camping with them for a while. Kenzie stayed with Rody til Sunday and after church she is going to stay with Omi til I get home. I made it to the campground. And I'm exhausted. I'm super sad still...it's hard to put a smile on...I feel so fake right now, but I'm hoping to have time to breathe and relax on this last vacation this year.
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